I don’t know why, but god has given me what some people would call a blessing. As several of you probably know, my dad died when I was really young. I don’t like it when people pity me, so save yourself the time and say, “what a shame.”
But because of that loss, I have found the ultimate truth about life at a young age; we will all die and we can’t say when. It’s an ultimate fact. You could die in the next few seconds or the next few decades but death is a visitor we all will have at our doorstep sometime in the future. I’m sorry to point this out for you, but just remember that fact.
now something for the suicidal people reading this and thinking “i’m gonna bring death to my doorstep on purpose”
I’ve been there. I’ve wanted so badly to join my dad in heaven but then one day I took a reality check and realized there’s no point to killing yourself. There is none!
You can either end your life here when it’s bad and die unhappy, or you can live a full life and try to make the most of it because yes, even though people say it all the time, it’s true:things get better. I’ll leave this shitty post here, but remember, you never know how much time you have left. Just keep that in mind the next time you cut open your wrists or call up a friend or say a rude remark.
I’ve always wanted to look beautiful but sometimes i’m just like, “screw it, I’m not worth the effort” and most of the time it’s true.
that’s why i cut my hair really short or put it up in ponytails. I can’t be worried with my hair’s look and i don’t wear makeup mostly because of the fact that i’m totally not worth it but also because if a boy cannot bring himself to look at me without makeup, then screw him because I CAN BE TOTALLY AWESOME!!